This book is a real-time account of how I finally found peace in my heart and healed my PTSD. When I started to respond with love, instead of react from fear, life changed for me. Life still got messy and it was still painful, but staying in my heart helped me get to the others side. There was always an “other side” to the fuckery and on the other side is where I found peace. On the other side is where I found ME!

Reading this book is going to help you know what to do when it hurts…because it will hurt. Life is messy. Life is painful. I am sharing my story to help you get to the other side…I just had to do it first.

I have to admit, the meaning and the purpose of what I experienced as I wrote this book is still revealing itself to me. Every day, when I connect to my heart, I see a deeper message that I want to share with the world. This book is an incredible book, and I am convinced that anyone who reads it will have a heart-opening experience, but this book is not the end. This book is the beginning. This book is the stepping stone to a future of books that will be written through me. I am committed to share the messages Spirit speaks through me. I will continue to write books and make a podcast every day so I can share the messages I believe the Source of love and truth is speaking through me.

The reason I am so excited to share what I keep revealing is that I believe what I am sharing is the truth that will set us free. I believe the truth will set us free from the fuckery we all see. When we set ourselves free, we will connect with the Source of love and truth that lives within each and every one of us. I am not here to tell you that I am special because God speaks through me, I am here to help you connect with the Source of love and truth so you can find your own answers within.

As I wrote this book, I did not know what was happening. I had gone through so many versions of hell already, so I thought I had already reached the other side. I didn’t think I should have to face any more. I survived Lymphoma, two Breast Cancers and two Skin Cancers. I survived the 19 rounds of chemo, the awful surgeries and all the complications. I healed the severe depression & severe anxiety I suffered from my whole adult life. I made it through Covid, the lockdowns and three years of homeschooling my kids. I even felt like I had gotten to the other side of grieving the sudden death of my mom.

I just wanted to live my life, free from any more fuckery. I thought it was finally time to LIVE and enjoy but something started to happen. I didn’t know what was happening or why, but something was definitely happening. It wasn’t until I was on the other side of this new mess that it started to make some sense. I didn’t realize that I was being set free. I was being set free from more fuckery. The truth always set me free, but holy shit, it was always so difficult to get to the other side. It was always really, really hard for me to get to the other side of fuckery.

This book is my real-time journey through a lot of fuckery I was called to face. Following my journey will help you have a better idea of what to do when life pulls you to face your fuckery. The last chapter of this book is a guide I wrote for you to follow when life starts to hurt. I want to give you practical actions to take so you do not feel alone when it is time to face what you are ready to face.

I truly believe this book will set you free. It will set you free from the fuckery you were too afraid to face and once you free it, you will find what I found on the other side. On the other side of fuckery, you will find peace. On the other side of fuckery, you will find YOU!

Love,
Chantelle Rodgers